Hello Hope -Personification Poetry

Hello hope, so long misery;
you have over-stayed your welcome here.
In all different forms, you have shaped something that I believe in,
into nothing itself.
I've deprived myself of happiness
and you've watched so closely.
Setting myself up for a disappointment,
i'll pray hope will turn the door knob to this lifeless atmosphere,
walk in,
and drift slowly, steadily,
across the room and lay down beside a desperate soul
that's had dreams of so much more.
And we'll be still.
And we'll breathe.
And you will remind me of how I waste myself
on something so terribly beautiful.